Saturday, June 16, 2012

A521.3.4.RB - Shuck,Allison


A period in time that really defines who I am!
In 1998, when I was 11 years old, I remember my mother coming into my room asking me if she could talk to me about something very important.  At first, I thought I might be in trouble but then I noticed a sincere gaze upon my mother’s face. My mom sat on the edge of my bed started telling me a story about this great lady she met online named Kathy. My mom then went on to explain that Kathy was going to move from Pennsylvania to come live with us in Florida and that she would be her new girlfriend. At that moment, I knew my life would change forever; I was going to have two mommies! All I can remember was telling my mother was to do whatever makes her happy. To this day it is still shocking to me that I said that. In few months time, Kathy moved in. I don’t remember very much about that day she arrived, but I assume that my sisters and I greeted her with open arms; my twin sisters were 4 at the time.  As time passed, Kathy became just another member of my family, but to all outsiders, she was known as my aunt. In 1998, being gay was not as acceptable as it is today.
Besides the fact that my mother is gay, the true defining moment in my life was Kathy moving in; Kathy above all things helped build me into the person I am today. Kathy was a stickler for the rules and taught me many mannerisms: she taught me not to use my hands while eating; if she caught me, she would stab me in the hand with her fork. She taught me to only use one towel a week; if I used any other towel besides my own, I would lose my privilege to use a towel that week period. She taught me to always do my chores when told; if I didn’t wash the dishes after dinner like I was told, the dishes would end up on my bed. She taught me to always put thing back where they go; if I didn’t, they would disappear. I remember Kathy always telling me to put my bike away and/or to stop leaving it in the middle of the walkway. Eventually Kathy got fed up and hid my bicycle from me and told me that it was stolen; she eventually gave it back, but I would have to say I learned my lesson.
That same summer, when I was 14 Kathy found me sitting on a young boys lap on a park bench; at that moment Kathy decided to send me to live with her friend Hero for the summer. Hero lived in Clifton, NJ and owned her own cleaning business. Kathy believed that Hero would be able to teach me a few things and keep me out of trouble. Kathy was right! When I arrived, Hero offered me a job as a professional house cleaner and told me that I would be making $8.25 an hour; as a 14 year old that was a lot of money. Over time, without me knowing it, Hero taught me workmanship among other things. If it was for Kathy, I wouldn’t have had all the amazing experiences that I did that summer with Hero. I not only did I have the opportunity to work and make a lot of money, but I had the opportunity to spend almost every weekend in New York City. New York City was an adventure! I ate fancy restaurants, I watched Riverdance on Broadway, I visited the Statue of Liberty and Ellis Island, and I watched fireworks on the 4th of July in Manhattan.  What more could a 14 year old girl ask for.
Although Kathy at that time was my worst enemy, today she is a charitable asset. I could not even imagine what my life would have been like without her in it. Even though Kathy and my mom are no longer together, Kathy and I remain close friends. She will always be a member of my family.

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